Who Am I ?

Nama: Rahma Nur Auliasari
TTL: Sekayu, 19Juni 1997
Sekolah: Sman 2 Sekayu
Alamat: Komp.Pengadilan Negeri Sekayu
Agama: Islam
Zodiack: Gemini
Cita-cita: Ahli Geologi
 Quotes: Keep our earth, cause just there is one earth, no other~

Just Give Me A Reason

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You still lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
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Our tear ducts can rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

MY LOVELY JUNIOR

Awal pertemuan yang tak terduga, di suatu tempat kursus perasaan ini mulai tumbuh. Dia 'bt', membuat gue tertegun karena sifatnya yang humoris. Tapi, gue merasa dia masih kecil, selain memang memiliki umur 2 tahun di bawah gue. Malahan gue sempat menganggapnya sebagai adik. Yah, hanya sebagai adik. Namun, lama kelamaan perasaan kagum berubah menjadi suka. Berulang kali gue berusaha menepis perasaan ini namun gue mengaku kalah. Perasaan ini terus tumbuh, tumbuh, dan menjadi subur. So poor i am.

Berbagai cara gue nyoba untuk ngelupain dia. Karena gue bakalan sangat berdosa memiliki perasaan suka ini karena tidak lama kemudian gue tahu bahwa dia baru aja nembak seorang cewek. Semua kontak dia yang berhubungan dengan account gue udah gue delet. -____-

Yah, selama sebulan itu gue bisa ngelupain dia. Tapi, semenjak libur kursus habis gue harus kembali kursus dan harus kembali ngeliat itu cowok. Minggu pertama, memang gue nggak ketemu sama dia. Yah selama 3 hari dia nggak kursus. Berharap di minggu kedua gue nggak bakalan ngeliat dia. Yes, di hari pertama minggu kedua gue nggak bisa come in karena gue disibukan sama latihan buat lomba. Besoknya mau nggak mau gue harus kursus. Hufft...Langkah pertama gue tapakan di ruang kelas, tiba-tiba itu cowok dateng. Sontak tutor kelas kami bilang 'nah, ini loh Rahma yang kamu tanyai terus?'. Gue merasa ada yang aneh sama cowok itu, kenapa dia nanyain gue? Bukannya dia punya cewek, kok ganjen banget sama gue.

Hah? Dia putus?.Jadi? Apa peduli gue?
Tak lebih dari satu bulan gue bisa nyimpulin bahwa dia itu cowok Playboy. Baru aja putus sama ceweknya, coba-coba ganjen sama gue terus deket-deket pula sama temen gue. Pakek komunikasi lewat tulisan di buku. Apa coba?

Tapi, saat gue tahu bahwa dia itu punya perasaan sama gue, gue nggak percaya. Gimana bisa dia suka sama 2 cewek sekaligus, gue n temen gue. Yah, setelah gue klarifikasi sama temen gue soal kedeketan dia sama itu cowok ternyata dia ngedeketin  temen gue cuma buat tahu info tentang gue. Ya ampun segitunya.. ~,~

Yah, masa-masa PDKT udah lama banget gue jalani.
Tapi sayangnya itu masa sama sekali nggak ngebuat kami nyatu.
Hubungan kami nggak sampai berlanjut, yah bisa dibilang kandas di tengah jalan.
Dia sih udah nyoba buat nyatain perasaannya sama gue, tapi gue rada-rada eror. Karena gue sama sekali enggak tahu kalo dia itu lagi nyatain perasaannya sama gue.

Dia udah nyoba klarifikasi tentang hubungan ini, dia kira dia sama gue udah jadi kami. Tapi, seinget gue, dia nggak ada serius-seriusnya nyatain perasaanya ke gue. Yah, gue minta ulang aja secara langsung tentang perasaannya. Tapiiiiiiiii.... dia nggak mau-______-

Okefine, gue bisa nerima. Jujur, gue juga suka sama kamu. Tapi, loe rada-rada nggak serius tentang perasaan loe, yang membuat gue ragu buat ngejadiin loe sbgai cwok gue.

Asal lu tahu, waktu satu bulan buat ngelupain lu itu nggak cukup. Jujur, sekarang gue masih kepikiran sama lu. Enggak tahu kenapa? Tapi, gue janji kok, gue bakalan ngelupain lu, PASTI.

For someone which i have hurted. BT <3